Disguise

The day you said you’ll be mine…

I tried to be best instead of just fine…

Napkin you used I never washed…

fling kiss from you away never passed…

aroma of my jacket saved you from breeze…

returning it you said I’m alright and then you sneezed…

that jacket on my face I dream of you…

how much I’m in love you already knew...

Then what happened when you made me realise...

All you did was just a disguise...

Used me the way you used my things...

And flew away by using your black wings...

The things you used I took care...

And to take care of mine who’s there???

You played with my heart with full joy...

When it broke you realised its not fuckin soft toy...

My heart’s not fuckin plastic that again sticks...

Using so called pidellite’s fevi quick...

I ain’t lost faith, I don’t wanna be...

When there’s a need next to your shoulder you’ll find me...

Black Love

black clouds gathering up in the sky..
felt the blackness in your heart i don't know why...
burring a fear in my pumping valve...
query rising constantly that cant be solved...
a threat of trust that bound us both...
broke that with rage feeling for me a loathe...
but now emotions hardly makes any difference to me...
i m habitual of this stupid! can't you see....
one comes to life alone and dies alone....
considering this for ever i m gone....

Its about my world which begins with me and up to my friends and family. A life lived for others is worth living so everybody has a separate place worth an auditorium in my heart. I'm a computer freak a geek as they say to those who like to be in a cyber world
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My all Tech stuff

Like me who is more of a cyber world but stuck in a corporate world but that's a different phase of life. My philosophy of living life is enjoy every little thing, its one life do everything a human being is capable of doing. I m bit a poet. I like to play with the words. inspiring stuff is like Shakespeare poem speech of freedom fighters..

I wrote this as a girl when a friend of mine asked for it to give it to her boyfriend.


Its raining all over n you're all wet...
but I m still dry cause your hand over my head...
holding umbrella of color i liked...
walking on road in a particular side...
afraid of thunder i hug you tight...
you kiss me pretending everything is alright...
as you kiss my eyes roll a drop of tear...
1 day i may lose you i have that fear...
hiding my tear cause you'll cry too...
and that's the reason i extremely love you....

But emotional stuff is not always every one's need a world is glued in the web of many problems tends to increasing with an increasing rate (as my economics teacher says while explaining demand of consumer XD) but this is a fact we all have to accept. So i came up with a new idea as my friends praised it. For me words told by them are biggest just like scratch on a stone but only those who are true. Rest come and it ain't bother me.. So.......... its here below.......

A new seed pope to become a tree...
another life started without a fear to flee...
Re-memorizing the past where i rose in the world...
allowing people in my heart making heaven as they could...
never showed em feeling due to fear i carry...
losing them 1 day is my life time worry...
it might b a mistake to never say i love you...
i just want to know for them what i meant to...
a day when one tell me that you are bigger then my life...
then i might prefer to say will you b my wife...
a day 4 which waiting never end...
when my phone says love message to her already sent.....

Soon I'll be here with new stuff in my brain....